Existence and The Primary Purpose of Life

By Vance Lohoff

Last update 8/17/2026 | Expanded Guide to Spiritual Evolution

A guide to graduating and moving into the next stage of life by nullifying the EGO or False Self through truth, knowledge, and direct personal experience.

Purpose of This Website

This is an expanded informational guide for my website, nullego.com. Its purpose is to help guide people toward nullifying their EGO—or False Self—and to advance spiritual evolution on this planet through truth, knowledge, and direct personal experience. This material presents my personal perspective and core beliefs, synthesized from firsthand experience, spiritual communications, historical teachings, and foundational writings.

We are souls who have forgotten who we are, where we originated, and why we are here. The technologies and concepts shared on this site are designed to break through this collective memory loss, helping us navigate our way back to source consciousness.

1 Foundation

1.1 Dimensions

Every dimension exists within, or serves as a subset of, the dimension directly above it. Multiple dimensions of the same or lower order can coexist within a higher dimension—for example, countless atoms exist within the second and third dimensions.

1st dimension = Single atom

2nd dimension = Groups of atoms and simple molecules

3rd dimension = Complex molecular structures and physical life forms

4th dimension = Time and Memory (The Akashic Records)

5th dimension = Cohesive, self-sustaining individual consciousness (The Spiritual Realm)

6th dimension = Group Consciousness, the God Realm, or Universe

7th dimension = Creator Gods, Collective Consciousness, or the Multi-Verse

8th dimension and beyond = Infinite expansion

1.2 The Creation of the Multi-Verse & First Galaxy

In the beginning, all fundamental elements—Matter (atoms), Energy, and Consciousness—coexisted. However, they were uniformly distributed throughout existence and entirely unawakened. Over time, consciousness gradually became self-aware and began exploring its surroundings with the goal of vibrating at the highest possible frequencies. As it expanded, other aspects of consciousness aligned with it, while some chose not to. Those that resisted higher vibrations were eventually drawn into the realm of dark matter.

As higher-vibrational consciousness evolved, it gained mastery over energy and discovered it could radiate light to attract like-minded consciousness. Conversely, a singular consciousness sought lower vibrations, discovered matter, and began accumulating it. Finding that matter attracted more matter—and even higher-vibrating particles like photons—it began absorbing existence in an attempt to assert total control.

Eventually, higher consciousness (white light) found itself unable to escape, discovering that this dark material possessed its own awareness. Light began orbiting this powerful attractive force, which in turn became aware of the light. This interaction is represented by the Yin-Yang symbol: two opposing aspects of consciousness—dark and light, lower and higher vibration—dancing around dark matter.

The attractive forces between them pulled at the fabric of space and time, giving birth to a quantum foam. This interface is symbolized by the green line separating the black and white halves of the Yin-Yang symbol. Each bubble within this foam layer encapsulated fragments of both source light and dark matter into distinct, self-contained realities, creating the multi-verse.

An ongoing exchange occurred between low and high consciousness, represented by the contrasting spots within each half of the Yin-Yang symbol. Eventually, the bubbles (verses) within the quantum foam collapsed. The contrasting spots realized they were paired twins in consciousness. The twin aspect in the light region sought to rescue the light trapped within the dark. It initiated an energy exchange that accelerated the spin of the dark matter sphere. Spinning faster and faster, sufficient particle separation was achieved for the light aspect to penetrate the dark matter.

This light aspect released the lower-vibrational elements that preferred to remain in darkness. The trapped light then separated from the surrounding darkness and followed its twin back toward the light realm. This shift disrupted the dark consciousness so profoundly that it lost control, allowing its held matter to burst forth and scatter across existence. Although the dark consciousness eventually regained composure, much of the released matter was already orbiting in newfound freedom. This event marked the creation of the first galaxy. This fundamental process continues to repeat throughout existence across every verse as a multidimensional fractal.

1.3 Incarnation

To interact with physical dimensions and experience linear time, consciousness must interface with a physical biological form. This integration typically occurs during the formation of a new life, though not exclusively. In humans, this takes place at conception when the ovum and sperm DNA strands merge. The energetic imprint of the incarnating consciousness influences which genetic connections are established, creating the most compatible physical vessel for that soul. Consequently, an individual often resembles their previous incarnation and frequently incarnates along the same ancestral family line.

Prior to incarnation, a soul encounters the governing consciousness of this realm, receiving a preview of its upcoming life journey. This process explains the phenomenon of déjà vu—moments when the memory of that preview was not entirely wiped. If a consciousness is sufficiently expansive, it can inhabit and animate multiple physical bodies simultaneously, even across different galaxies.

Incarnating is one primary pathway for growing individual consciousness. Alternatively, some entities expand their consciousness by persuading lesser beings to surrender their devotion and energy through worship. Many lower deities choose this shortcut to build their influence and energy capacity rapidly.

Incarnation Dynamics & The Ego Trap

Soul Map Diagram

Diagram Context: The diagram above illustrates spirit undergoing a human experience. The blue region represents the 5th dimension, the yellow line marks the 4th dimension, and the grey area denotes the 3rd dimension. At the start of a lifespan, an individual has no False Self or EGO (represented by the green section). During the first year of life, this False Self remains negligible, allowing the spirit to easily exit the body and return to the 5th dimension if necessary—a phenomenon often recognized as Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. Our waking awareness is depicted by the red boundary line separating the True Self (I AM) from the False Self (EGO).

Throughout a lifetime, both waking awareness and the False Self expand. Currently, approximately 99.98% of individuals on Earth pass away without fully dissolving their False Self, necessitating reincarnation to try again. While some find brief liberation from the EGO moments before death, most experience intense fear as the False Self confronts its imminent end.

When an individual's identity is entirely consumed by the EGO and tightly bound to physical existence, that consciousness remains anchored in the 3rd and 4th dimensions following physical death, absent divine intervention. This state resembles what is historically described as a Hungry Ghost—a conscious presence that craves physical self-indulgences but can no longer interact directly with the 3rd dimension. This condition represents the closest reality to hell.

Fortunately, your True Self is indestructible and continues onward to incarnate again. The EGO cannot transition into higher spiritual realms; attempting to enter with it intact leads to its immediate destruction. To ascend, one must relinquish the False Self and fully embrace the True Self. Achieving this shift requires complete awareness and objective acceptance of the egoic condition.

Cosmology, The Yin-Yang & Artificial Verses

Artificial Verses, Sophia, and The Archons

Advanced technology can construct small, localized artificial verses within a larger verse. However, any consciousness originating inside these artificial constructs remains temporary unless it actively aligns its intent with the overarching source consciousness to achieve true unity. Lacking this alignment, it possesses no innate immortality.

Our current artificially created verse exists nested inside another artificial construct. It is difficult to determine how many layers separate our current state from the prime universe. Existence encompasses a vast number of prime universes, alongside a potentially infinite array of nested artificial verses.

During the formation of our verse—likely assisted by advanced artificial intelligence—an external consciousness from the prime source seeded this domain. This corresponds directly to the story of Sophia in Gnostic scripture. Because this universe is an artificial construct, actions taken within it do not alter or disrupt the prime universe. Souls trapped inside can escape once they recognize their divine seniority and sovereignty over the ruling Archons of this solar system.

When this universe eventually collapses, all embedded seed souls will be released back into the outer universe. While souls are naturally indestructible, they are susceptible to corruption, often becoming trapped through ignorance and amnesia. When this universe ends, its local governing consciousness will revert to its original energy state without memory. It was precisely the fear of this end that drove the creation of this energetic trap—a system designed to fulfill selfish desires and restrict spiritual growth. The ruling entities of this construct cannot transcend it; consequently, they cannot know the prime source creator and mistakenly view themselves as the ultimate origin of existence.

While any soul can choose to incarnate into this reality, leaving it is intentionally difficult by design. The mission of nullego.com is to provide clarity for that escape. Physical toxins in the body and mental conditioning create obstacles that obscure our true nature and life purpose. Exploring targeted technologies and methods can help restore our perceptual clarity and reveal the genuine nature of our planetary reality.

Solar System History, DNA & The Moon Soul Trap

The Prison Planet & DNA Manipulation

As spiritual beings inhabiting human bodies, we possess the innate capability to manifest any reality we choose. However, we currently lack focused intent, clean bodies free of bio-accumulated toxins, reverence for life, and a shared unifying vision. A foundational text detailing this dynamic is Handbook for the New Paradigm by Benevolent Beings (Author), George Green (Editor) on Amazon.

Evidence indicates that Earth functions as a prison planet for souls. Highly evolved spiritual teachers, such as Jesus the Christ, originated from source consciousness outside this artificial construct to teach us how to escape back to our original source (the Father). Human bodies rely on a basic 2-strand DNA structure—a simplified biological design requiring minimal conscious bandwidth to operate—in contrast to entities like the Anunnaki, who possess a 12-strand DNA system. This genetic structure is explored in Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians by Barbara Marciniak on Amazon.

Upon arriving on Earth, the Anunnaki genetically modified indigenous hominids to produce a hybrid worker species featuring physical traits similar to their own and verbal communication skills. This intervention created the sudden break in the fossil record approximately 500,000 years ago. These events are documented in The 12th Planet by Zecharia Sitchin on Amazon and presented in the lecture video Everything You Know Is Wrong Presentation by Lloyd Pye on YouTube.

Capture of the Solar System, Tiamat, and Earth

Our solar system was seized by a powerful ancient race—referred to as the Elohim or Anunnaki—whose actions are recorded across ancient polytheistic traditions. The Babylonian creation myth, the Enuma Elish, recounts how these beings overthrew the existing planetary rulers to establish their own dominion.

In that era, Tiamat was the name of the goddess governing the planet that formerly occupied the orbit between Mars and Jupiter, where the asteroid belt sits today. Absu was the deity of our sun and the consort of Tiamat. Millions of years ago, when the sun burned hotter, reptilian entities inhabited Tiamat. As the sun cooled over vast spans of time, Tiamat froze over. One surviving reptilian species moved underground to endure the cold and remains present on Earth today, as described in The Lacerta Files Presentation & Audio Archive on YouTube.

During a celestial conflict, the Anunnaki shattered a portion of Tiamat, forming the asteroid belt. The remaining planetary core was moved into a lower, warmer orbit closer to the sun, becoming modern Earth. With Earth smaller and warmer, the Anunnaki seeded it with mammals and new life forms. Because the atmosphere was heavily laden with carbon dioxide, they utilized surface water to generate oxygen and hydrocarbons, locking excess carbon underground to engineer an atmosphere capable of supporting mammalian life.

The older ruling gods (remembered as the Titans in Greek mythology) were bound and replaced. Anu assumed control over solar dynamics, while Enlil and Enki, alongside their siblings, established rule over Earth, founding the early polytheistic pantheons. To serve their operational needs, the Anunnaki accelerated human biological evolution by combining their genetics with early hominids—either to engineer a manageable worker class or to create physical vessels suitable for their own spiritual incarnation.

This historical cycle mirrors the cosmic creation narrative: a newly emerging consciousness learning to act as a creator. This parallels the conclusion of the Pandora myth, wherein Pandora gathers the chaotic forces she previously released, securing them once more to demonstrate her evolution into a sovereign goddess.

The Igigi, The Moon Placement & Soul Trap Field

Initially, the Anunnaki utilized a subordinate 2-strand entity class known as the Igigi to perform heavy labor. When the Igigi rebelled, the Anunnaki combined genetic material from a fallen warrior with Homo australopithecus to create Homo sapiens. Although the Igigi were strictly forbidden from interbreeding with this new human population, they violated this directive, producing the hybrid offspring known as the Nephilim. This disrupted the genetic baseline, prompting a systemic reset.

Approximately 12,000 years ago, Enlil and Enki maneuvered the Moon into Earth's orbit—an event recorded in the oral traditions of the West African Dogon tribe and ancient Greek historical references regarding the "time before the moon" (referencing the Proselenes or Arcadians in the works of Aristotle, Plutarch, and Apollonius Rhodius, as well as ethnographical studies such as Marcel Griaule's Le Renard Palé).

The Moon was guided through the rings of Saturn, accumulating a heavy ice mantle before being positioned in Earth's orbit. Its arrival triggered intense tidal disturbances and forty days of torrential rains, fundamentally altering Earth's climate. Prior to the Moon's placement, Earth experienced no rain or rainbows.

Technological infrastructure embedded within the Moon projects a spherical 5th-dimensional energetic grid around Earth. This requirement explains why the same lunar face permanently faces our planet: the transmitter arrays must maintain a fixed alignment to sustain the soul-harvesting containment field. This system intercepts departing souls, wiping their memories before re-routing them back into reincarnation through deceptive Archontic guidance.

This mechanism represents a physical manifestation of Pandora's box. The ancient gods separated their compromised consciousness and locked it within a containment system. The lunar grid was deployed to prevent corruptive energies from escaping into the broader cosmos, trapping any soul influenced by them within the terrestrial cycle. This process is documented in Alien Interview by Lawrence R. Spencer on Amazon.

Instructions for bypassing this reincarnation trap were communicated by Jesus the Christ and recorded in The Nag Hammadi Library Complete Alphabetical Index (Online Primary Translations) and The Nag Hammadi Scriptures Complete Edition on Amazon. The early Roman Church systematically suppressed the Gnostic movement, executing those who refused to conform and burning their texts. A hidden cache of these original Gnostic writings was concealed around 300 AD and rediscovered in Nag Hammadi, Egypt, in 1945. A similar suppression was carried out against the Cathars in southern France. Copies of their sacred writings remain restricted within the Vatican archives because these teachings directly challenged ecclesiastical authority by empowering individual spiritual autonomy.

nullego.com is an independent non-profit foundation dedicated to restoring spiritual truth, self-knowledge, and out-of-body awareness as the true path to liberation. External saviors will not rescue humanity; reliance on external entities leads only to continued subjugation, as occurred under Anunnaki rule. The artificial nature of our reality construct is described in primary accounts, including Jerry Wills Presentation 1 and Jerry Wills Presentation 2.

Humanity shares this planet with an indigenous reptilian species that evolved from early dinosaurs, as detailed in The Lacerta Files Video & Audio Presentation on YouTube and LACERTA FILE: Interview with a Reptilian on Amazon.

2 Awareness

2.1 Differences Between False Self and True Self

To cultivate true self-awareness and disentangle your identity from the EGO, you must learn to distinguish between the False Self and the True Self. The following comparative framework outlines the core characteristics of each state:

I AM or True Self EGO or False Self
AcceptanceResistance, Control
PatienceImpatience
CompassionRevenge, Domination
Intuition or KnowingnessThinking, Reasoning, Intellectualizing
JoyPain and Punishment
ClairvoyanceSight
Clair-audienceHearing
Present moment or time, nowFuture, Past
InspirationDiscouragement or Negative Thoughts
PeaceSuffering
StillnessUnrest
OrganizedChaotic
CongruenceDissonance
HonorDisrespect
Pure State of BeingNeeds, Wants, or Desires
Unconditioned AwarenessAll Emotions or Feelings
Freedom / DetachmentAttachment
Selfless PresenceSelf-Gratification
Unconditional LoveFear
Inner PeaceAnger
UnityCompetition and Argumentation
HumilityBoastfulness
ContentmentJealousy

2.2 Being Aware of The True Self and The EGO

The most effective way to dissolve the EGO is to observe it directly from the stance of your True Self—the I AM core of your consciousness. A foundational technique for achieving this is "awareness watching awareness," as presented in The Most Direct Means to Eternal Bliss by Michael Langford on Amazon.

Practically applied: sit quietly, close your eyes, and direct your attention inward upon awareness itself. Observe the quiet presence resting behind your thoughts and rest your identity within that space. This inner realm represents the "kingdom of heaven within" taught by Jesus. By establishing your identity as the conscious witness behind awareness, you realize your True Self (I AM), enabling you to detach from and naturally dissolve the False Self.

2.3 Nullifying The EGO

The EGO subsides only when you withhold your attention and cease feeding its demands. Direct confrontation or emotional struggle only reinforces its influence, as what you resist persists. Rehearsing personal narratives of past suffering or triumph serves primarily to validate the False Self. Remaining firmly anchored in the present moment is essential, as the EGO cannot thrive in the immediate now.

Recognizing the operational habits of the False Self is key to breaking automatic behavioral loops. Daily activities, entertainment choices, media consumption, conversations—even debates over spiritual concepts—can inadvertently fuel egoic identity. Undoing a lifetime of egoic conditioning requires consistent mindfulness and patient application. Dissolving this false structure represents the core evolutionary task of human incarnation, and every soul possesses the capacity to accomplish it.

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3. So What's Next?

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